Most people will say that procrastinators are lazy, or that they have bad work ethic but I know the truth. There are plenty of procrastinators who have big ideas and would love to see those ideas blossom into reality however something is holding them back. Yes, there are actual reasons why people procrastinate and they can actually train themselves to stop. How do I know this? Because I am my own case study! I am an avid procrastinator, or at least I was. Today, I am a work in progress.
And now, even though you are no longer physically with me I know that you are ever present. I was so scared the day you died mom. I honestly couldn't see a way that my life could thrive without you in it. Mom, I'm not afraid anymore.
Maybe it's just me, but sometimes I feel like I've been benched. Yup I said it, I swear its like I am sitting on the sidelines watching everyone else live their lives. It's as if God has taken me out of the game of life and has placed me in a holding pattern!